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Feb. 1st, 2002

Man, I'm really happy. Everything is fucking lined up and falling into place like I'm riding in a groove. WTF is up wih that? Usually, when everything starts going really good, I end up worrying that it's all going to crash all around me, but I don't even feel like that. I just feel great.

Have you ever driven a high performance motorcycle at about 70-80 miles an hour? You know you have plenty of power, but there's a whine in the engine and the wind is battering you all to hell. You feel a little shaky and unstable on the road. Then, you just slowly drop your arm on the throttle, tuck in a little, bring it up to about 90 or so and break that barrier. Then it's a whole new experience; The wind dissappears, the engine locks on and goes from a whine to a deep, powerful purr and you feel that now, instead of struggling to keep up, the engine has enough balls to go twice that speed. You and the bike become one with the road. You can lean that bitch way over on it's side, but it's like the tires are hooked to the road and you just know that they aren't coming off; Like you're on rails...and it's the most complete feeling of exhilaration that you can feel. You're fucking ZEN, man.

That's what this feels like.

All the time.

Maybe it's because I decided to be Nice Demo, even though you bastards tried to make me be Mean Demo. I even like my old, skaggy patients!

I still fucking hate animals, though. Bitches.

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thinksnow
Feb. 1st, 2002 11:02 am (UTC)
Good to hear you're feeling fine, my man. Your motorcycle analogy reminds me of riding a SeaDoo on Lake Erie. At 30-40 mph, you're getting beat to shit by the chop and it sucks. If, however, you swallow your doubt and give the throttle a good squeeze, you'll shoot up to 60+ and everything is smooth sailing as you glide over every little disturbance and ripple, ripping ahead like nothing can touch you.
rasa
Feb. 1st, 2002 11:08 am (UTC)
Spread the love, brother! :D

Good fer you!
zette
Feb. 1st, 2002 11:27 am (UTC)
Go Demo! Go Demo! You da man!!!
gingy
Feb. 1st, 2002 11:36 am (UTC)
But I like mean Demo!
EVEN THOUGH HE HASN'T GIVEN ME THAT RECIPE YET!
democritus
Feb. 1st, 2002 12:01 pm (UTC)
Duuuuuude! psy is catching up on LJs today, since she hasn't read in a few days, so she should see it and send you that recipe.
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